We live in a life that focuses us in reality. Love is this whimsical fantasy that healthy people get to experience. Then someone enters your life that makes you feel it might be possible. Your hopes and dreams are all opening. The clouds are parting and you see this whole possibility of a world that those that are not sick get to have. Then it all falls apart and you are left with your sad empty life. How do you get over that? How do you repair this hole has opened? Nothing will ever heal the hope for possibilities once you have touched that dream.