Random thoughts!

Every night I think I’m going to do all sorts of things tomorrow. I will go shopping, go to the pharmacy and excercise. Then I wake up the next day and feel like I have been hit by a truck, run over by said truck and then dragged for miles. Living my life in my awake dreams at night while I should be sleeping. If life happened at night I might experience some things. I think maybe I have forgotten who I was before illness. How do I find out who I am when everything has changed so drastically? When I was young all I dreamed about was living life without regrets. Slightly unrealistic yet sweet and naive. I fear I will never reach my dream and this time of illness is wasted time filled with future regrets. We are only young for such a short period of time and then it is gone. Is my youth being wasted?
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