Being sick on top of being sick!

So let me explain how I almost get excited to be “normal sick” instead of having chronic pain. So recently…well actually it’s been months my tooth has been on throbbing pain. Emily’s brain puts off getting this taken care of bc it’s yet another doctor visit, cost of visit, why not just deal with it like the rest of my pain? Well after awhile you start picturing yourself indentures and it wasn’t a good look. So I went to the dentist and he put me on antibiotics. I swear the capsules are full of arsenic they make me so ill. Here is the thing, with my chronic pain people just can’t wrap their mind around it but most can relate to a med making them ill. So I can cry and whine and moan and others say “I’m so sorry you are sick” “I will pray for you” “I can relate!”O_o Really did you just say that?!? It’s pretty sad to get excited for people to relate with me over a negative thing. Anyways! When I get sick people say oh yeah I have the same think and I secretly give them a BeyoncĂ© stare down in my head. Yes you might know how the flu feels but how about having the flu, fibromyalgia, migraines, anxiety and depression. Game changer right?! I know many reading this can relate. My heart goes out to anyone that has to deal with this let alone getting a sick on top of it all. It can feel like the weight of the world is on you. But there is hope in Christ and His healing grace! Fight on friends!


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